Venting

So the whole baby thing is not happening...still. I am constantly surrounded by people who are pregnant or have kids and I and I cant not tell you how tough it is to be around them and not be jealous. We are trying to stay positive and hopeful and Brett is doing much better than I am with everything. He is always the positive one.

The thing that really gets to me is the prego people who complain. They really dont know how lucky they are. It takes everything thing in me not to go off on them.

It all comes down to me wishing we could have a baby.